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Baby's still sitting warmly in my tummy. Maybe it doesn't want to come out so early. He is afraid of who will come after the 1 month when my mum goes home hahah or more like I'm afraid. I'm still hoping everyday that the day doesn't come which I know I'm just deceiving myself. I still don't understand why Der would say that she really wants to come. All I heard gave me the vibe that she doesn't want to come. I had a check yesterday and I'm 3cm dilated. I don't feel anything but I'm a little worried whenever I'm outside. I wonder what happens if my water bag breaks or something. I didn't experience it the previous time so I'm always wondering if it'll be as dramatic as it is shown on tv. On the hindsight, my mum is here. Even though she gets on my nerves, at least I know that Charlotte will be well taken care of if I got to go to the hospital anytime. My mum is such a "clean" and kiam freak. She always has some co

It's already April! My edd is 23 April. Where did time fly to? I feel that time past so quickly for this pregnancy. Everyone I meet now will ask if I'm ready. Actually I am not. Not in terms of material items for the baby but more like mentally I am not ready. I am not ready to have another person in my life and have more people come into my life to disrupt the current situation. I am so mobile now and have my own free time in the day. I feel so in control of everything I do. With a baby, parents coming over etc. I'm going to be restricted. I am going to have to account for my actions. I don't like it. But there's nothing I can do about it. I just have to take things in my stride. We did a last road trip this weekend and stayed in a beautiful airstream, thanks to a recommendation by my friend Nari. I have been hanging out with Charlotte's classmate's mum very often when she's in chinese school. I enjoy talking to her. The mum is a very nice Korean lady