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Disturbed

by a lot of things... or maybe not. I think mostly by 1 information. My mil will be coming over after I deliver. Something I've dreadddddd.... I've not gotten over Singapore. Every time we head back, we will definitely quarrel over something to do with my mil. Upon coming back, I got the news at the airport that she will be coming over, My heart totally sank. What?!? Nooooo. I thought she's been telling the world that the long flight deters her and she doesn't want to come. The feeling is mutual so i'm happy to hear. But she always says one thing and means the other. Always complaining about how horrible ALL her trips are, how she's forced to go for ALL trips blah blah blah. Come on!! *roll eyes* I hope someone forced me to Europe right now so I can be able to get some branded bags ha..ha..ha..

I've been disturbed by the news ever since standing in line for my turn to come out of custom upon arriving at the airport. I just can't get over the news even after a week back here. It just keeps popping up in my head every moment and I'm just beyond sian at the thought of it. This news beats any jet lag that I have to deal with Charlotte.

The thought of dealing with an old baby after having a baby is arghhh. We just can't live together. For the 2 times we lived together in Moscow, it was never a happy one. She needs more care than a baby and always looks like she's so tired even though she did nothing but probably cooked 1 dinner that took up 95% of all the energy in her. She's afraid of buying stuff, afraid of being embarrassed. Basically I can't do anything!! Help me!!! Is the idea I get every time. 

I know it's inevitable to face her. So let it be over quick! I don't know how I can get this disturbing news out of my head till it happens.

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