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Bigger Issue

Now a bigger issue has risen for us to worry about. Due to unfortunate circumstances, LA seems to be going through an apocalypse. Everyone is told to stay at home. Schools, libraries, malls, everything is closed. No more dine in restaurants, only take out and delivery. Only shops that are open are mainly grocery stores and there are either limited food choices or there are queues to get in so as to ensure "social distancing". This "social distancing" is the in word now. I am not very sure about this term. But the distancing sux. It's so quiet everywhere, I feel like a zombie would appear in front of me any moment. 

I just got news that even playgrounds will be closed starting tomorrow. How scary is that? Even though it has been scary going to the playground these days because we always end up being the only family there, at least the kids get to run a round a bit. 

It is tough staying home with 2 kids. I feel frustrated and a bit lost. I don't want Charlotte to be lazing around because of this. But it's hard to concentrate on her when Mason is all over the place. I get agitated when mason starts wailing and sometimes start snapping at people. Despite the fact, I am very thankful to have Derrick around. It is actually tougher for him because he has to work at home in the day, help me look after the kids and still go to work at night for his shift. I know it is very tough on him. I'm trying to my best and I will do better. 

Hopefully this phase will go away soon and things will calm down just like Singapore. 

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