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Is everything juz a facade?

I realised the ppl ard me have started to talk lk me recently. To name a few, words lk "irritating, smarty pants, etc" I just find it funny how one can influence the others ard u so easily, which sometimes can be a bad thing.

Someone said to me this morning:
"i think ur top few fav words r... 1) I very tired 2) I very sleepy"
Come to think of it.. yes i think so too. I've been saying these quite often and... i think it all boils down to 1 main point. "I VERY SIANZ!" (no prizes for guessing who says this MOST often hurhur...)

Well, I do seriously feel physically tired at times, but besides tt, there are also times of mental exhaustion. Y do ppl lk to live with a facade? Everything can be so simple if everything is simply laid on the table properly. Is there a need to live life trying to hide things? Experience has told me tt, YES it is necessary. But i detest it. I'm still skeptical.. very very skeptical...

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