What exactly is stress? I'm not sure if i've ever felt stress. I always hear the adults telling my cousins "Must be lk ur jie-jie.. always so happy go lucky" and my friends say "mel's the best la. mel's always lk...Sky drop she'll be there to hold everything". Well i smile graciously to all these comments. Yupz what a beautiful life everyone paint me to have. I'm glad to be seen in such light too.
Moving on... There's 2 things i've discovered about myself (ok maybe not recently just that I've nv admitted it out loud). Whenever I dun have the mood to do the work i'm suppose to do or shld i say when i feel stress? (ok watever).. i'll be tempted to do 2 things:
1. Eat
2. Shop
Both r not things that are good though ppl say it's ok to indulge once in a while. Firstly, my eat = to munching all day! I'm quite surprised at the amt of junk tt i can eat haha ppl always say "r u sure? u're still so skinny" Alright i admit i'm not fat BUT i'm growing fatter already! My old pics tell it all.. so sad...... (by the way, i'm still muching on new year goodies now)
Secondly, shopping is as bad. I'm forever buying stuff juz to make myself feel happier haha I think i'm becoming quite a spend thrift. Trust me, i can come up with a million and 1 reasons to justify watever i've bought. In fact, I've the urge to shop later after all my proj meetings again! This week's gonna be a killer week. 2 presentations and a test. Among those are my most dreaded presentation and test. Corp reporting! sigh...
C my pt ppl? I think it's stress or maybe fear of failure that initiate my 2 self discovery.
Moving on... There's 2 things i've discovered about myself (ok maybe not recently just that I've nv admitted it out loud). Whenever I dun have the mood to do the work i'm suppose to do or shld i say when i feel stress? (ok watever).. i'll be tempted to do 2 things:
1. Eat
2. Shop
Both r not things that are good though ppl say it's ok to indulge once in a while. Firstly, my eat = to munching all day! I'm quite surprised at the amt of junk tt i can eat haha ppl always say "r u sure? u're still so skinny" Alright i admit i'm not fat BUT i'm growing fatter already! My old pics tell it all.. so sad...... (by the way, i'm still muching on new year goodies now)
Secondly, shopping is as bad. I'm forever buying stuff juz to make myself feel happier haha I think i'm becoming quite a spend thrift. Trust me, i can come up with a million and 1 reasons to justify watever i've bought. In fact, I've the urge to shop later after all my proj meetings again! This week's gonna be a killer week. 2 presentations and a test. Among those are my most dreaded presentation and test. Corp reporting! sigh...
C my pt ppl? I think it's stress or maybe fear of failure that initiate my 2 self discovery.
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