I'm so tired today, I've no motivation to do any workout. Since the last post 3 months ago, I've been trying to get back into the workout regime. I would either follow some youtube videos at home or go for a jog while mason is taking his nap. It has been going on pretty well. I feel good after a jog. At least I get to be alone and perspiring makes me feel like I've put down a little weight (both physically and mentally).
This week was off to a rocky start with Charlotte crying during her Chinese online lesson. This is not the first time she cries during lesson and it is starting to take a toll on me. I'm not sure how she really feels but it frustrates me whenever she cries. She seems to have a phobia in participating in group activities. Whenever it's her turn, she'll freak out and start to cry. It is usually for things that needs her to talk about herself, her feelings or very simple things like saying out a fruit. I'm not even talking about academic stuff that needs to be taught to her. I really don't know what is going on and whenever it happens, my mood just becomes really bad. I've not been able to lift my mood since she cried on her Monday lesson and it's already Wednesday today. She is going to have her second lesson for the week. I think I'm dreading the class as much as she is.
For the past 2 months, we celebrated 3 birthdays. Mine, Derrick and Charlotte's. So the whole family had our birthdays and we will have to wait till next year for another birthday now.
My birthday. I had a yummy Lady M birthday cake.
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