Little Random Details About Me

If you, Derrick is ever reading this, I would suggest you close this page. It's my right to type whatever I want. I won't mince my words because this is my space. I hardly feel unwell and this not the best time to fall sick. Yet I'm having the chills. Whenever my boob hurts, I will start to get the chills and a little temperature. It had to come at the time when i'm feeling totally not in the mood to do anything. I think I should swallow a few more pills. What I had isn't enough. Guess feeling down really brings down one's immune system. We just got news that we will be moving back to Singapore and the first thing that came to my mind is F*** I've to face her. That fake face (literally fake. No amount of make up helps la. old means old. draw what draw) who pretends she doesn't care or even when we talk face to face she says no no it's ok. PUI! Der will be unhappy reading this but i blame it on him for making the situation like this. No amount of ...

We are heading back for CNY in 1 week's time. This time only for 2 weeks. Honestly, I do not want to go back. The flight is a separate issue. What I really hate is CNY visitation on Der's side. I know he'll say it's tradition, it's once a year. so? I don't give a damn. No one will understand. Everyone just says "oh just say you don't want to go, say you need to leave by a certain time etc." Easier said than done. Anyway, I don't want to go on about this. I have already talked about it before and once I start, I can go on forever. I'll just suck it up and 2 weeks will fly by. The previous trip back to Singapore, I placed Charlotte in a preschool for 3 weeks. She had a good time and all the teachers adored her. There was no transitional issues which was great! As usual, she had a wonderful time playing with her bff Sienna. Got to celebrate her 4th birthday with her and even attended a week of Chinese camp together. Because ...

It is already 2020 and the last time I blogged was way back in September 2019. I was so occupied with the kiddos, travelling back to Singapore, time just flew by. We spent 1 month in Singapore and only got back to LA at the end of Nov. Jet lag took a terrible toll on Mason. He was screaming and crying every night for at least 1 entire week. Then Christmas came, followed by New Year. It all went by in a flash. To those who asked me how was Mason on the flight? The answer is terrible. He hates being confined in spaces. He cannot sit still, he did not sleep well. It was tiring for me too. I was carrying him all the time. The worst part, we are heading back for CNY again for 2 weeks. Totally not looking forward to it. Check out my tone arm. Charlotte on the other hand was an angel. She got to watch all the television and play all the games she wanted. She had a lot of juice and junk food. She was a happy girl. I really want to document more on what we did back in Sin and since we go...