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1 more month to go and we are still undecided on the name for the baby. I think I had more feel when I was having Charlotte. This time round, time seemed to pass faster. Maybe it's because I am just preoccupied with Charlotte. No more reading up on baby stuff, reading specifically for the baby in the tummy, listening to classical music etc. who cares what freaking size the baby is every month. Wonder why we were so into it last time. In fact, nothing at all. I will just handle it as it comes along. Handling adults will probably be harder than handling a baby.

I think I am more worried about Charlotte then anything else. I hope she'll be ok on the day I go to the hospital, the time I stay in the hospital and thereafter. Actually I think she will be fine as she has shown herself to be quite adaptable. She'll get used to it. Don't know why am I worrying. Just entice her with play and she will forget all about me. But this is something my mum is very bad at. All my mother is concerned about is food and making herself busy at the kitchen all the time. Someone else is better at that but might be useless in a foreign land.

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